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"Leave Out All The Rest" was from the "Twilight" ST when i decided from radio play that it was utterly CLexy...and now i do know, i still think it's far more CLexish than EdBella...which is funny, cuz to me it's totally a transplant on that soundtrack. But seriously; now we're two out of ten, cuz "Decode" by Paramore is SOOOO CLexy it's not even funny. i think of it as another of those songs where Clark and Lex alternate voices. "Decode" (Paramore) ( Read more... )how CLexy is that?! seriously! On an only vaguely related note, i am pleasantly shocked by how very good Rob Pattinson's voice is. I'm still far more interested in the books than the movies, but as far as talent goes, that boy could definitely have a career in the Blues. NICE voice, very dusky, emotional, strong and effective and not at all what one would expect from a teenybopper emo boytoy (but that's only an accident of casting, lol)...and a guy who plays piano obviously knows how to do the hands thing...and that's sexy. *is seriously annoyed that one of his songs, "Let Me Sign" is only available to itunes users* Tags: clex, lyrics, music, twilight
Currently Living In...: home on a borrowed computer
Fuzzy or Emo?:  awake
Brought To You By:: "Eyes on Fire" from Twi-ST
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After bidding on about ten of them in the past several months (Series One Clark was won quickly and has been mouldering away on my shelf being all mopey and early-seasonish without his Lex)...and then three or four months of not one single Series One Lex being available (or Series Two, for that matter, though i wanted early seasonish Lex) and being plagued by far too many available stupid Arthur and Lana and Impulse dolls...I FINALLY WON ONE TODAY!!! I decided this time, dammit, price was no object; I'd put in a ridiculously high-ceilinged bid because i was sick of (A) the imbalance of having Clark without Lex when (i) they belong together like yin and yang, and (ii) as a Lex fan first it almost felt like infidelity to have just Clark, and to have Clark first, and no Lex!!! (B) continually losing hard-fought auctions upon which so many hopes were built, all at the last minute because i was either too close to broke to wager that last ten bucks, or the auction ended while i was at work and couldn't watch it and spring at the last minute, dammit. So this time i was like, "i don't care. I'll go to a payday loan place if i have to. i will NOT have a damn Clark doll and not a Lex doll!!!" Clark was too easy to get. Lex... Well, Lex is like gold or platinum or something. For some reason, people hang on to him. Go figure. and i wanted me some of that! After all the love i've sent that boy, i deserve my trophy and symbol of loyalty!!! Just having my Minion Of LexCorp patch wasn't cutting it. Speaking of the value of Lex and his general popularity in comparison to the so-called star of the series: the Lex doll had 11 bids, while the Clark doll from the same bidder had 3 or 4, and Lana had 2. Biatch. Telling, wot? hehe. I FINALLY HAVE MY LEX DOLL!!! i will hug him and squeeze him and call him Alex, and he and Clark will live on the shelf next to all my gay movies and my first three seasons of SV, and they will regularly rip off each other's little plastic clothes and engage in acts that could get them arrested in many countries and probably still in some states. And it will be good. *iz happee* just felt the need to celebrate amongst friends. YAY! how're alla ya'll? ps: I've been wondering; i've had this idea of a shirt floating around the recesses of my brain. It's one i could have made by one of those places that does that kind of thing (signs, shirts, bumper stickers, etc); but that kind of thing is only usually available in lots twenty or so. So...if I were to design a shirt that has a picy of our Lexy looking all devilishly Lexish and sexy and have it say, "I am the HERO of this story" on it (because, duh, he so IS), would anyone in here want one of em? I SO would be wearing mine like every day. Tags: clex, fandom, geekness, lex
Currently Living In...: home
Fuzzy or Emo?: exultant!!!
Brought To You By:: Simple Life by No Doubt
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Has anyone else seen this PS2 game called "Bully"? I could swear it's borrowed from stories of Lex's time at Excelsior. Bald scrawny younger kid at an elite prep school (with blue uniforms, no less) who is bullied and picked on and has to use his geniusville smarts and clever mischief-making abilities in order to survive. A bald kid who, when he has a skim of hair, appears to be a redhead. Sound familiar to anyone? just saying. i'm tempted to get the game just for that, though with the fact i don't have a PS2... still, i have one other game for PS2 (The X-Files: Resist Or Serve) should i ever choose to get one used or something, so that's one more reason to do so i guess. in other news, the damn blu-ray version of the first X-Files movie, "Fight The Future", has scenes they would never have even ADMITTED they filmed the first time around, for the DVD. kisses and Mulder picking up Scully and carrying her off to apartment 42, with no damned @#$%^&*! in evidence. i am NOT getting blu-ray for just one movie, though. DAMMIT! i REFUSE. yay for YouTube, i guess, and the kindly people who risk their accounts to put stuff like this on there for those of us who are unable to see it on our own time. on another fannish note, i was forced to watch a new ep of SV not this last week but the week before, and it hurt me. Stupid having to watch whatever the clients are watching while at work. Nearly killed me, hearing people still slandering Lex when he's not around to defend himself. And i'm not sure what was worse; seeing the Blahna again when i thought we'd finally gotten rid of her, hearing Clark tell Ollie "you can't blame the son for the sins of the father" and actually trying to sound saintly and like he follows the same belief, the filthy hypocrite (lukewarm and too late, Clark; very lame)...or just hearing yet another person call Lex 'that monster' without being able to kill the bastards for their temerity. though, hearing someone finally not-so-subtly out the boys yet again made me chortle. "Trouble in paradise? A lovers' tiff?" hee! canon, i see you showing some bendy tendencies! however, what's one positive (if bittersweet for so many reasons) note in the midst of so many evil, stomach-acid-churning ones? i mean, if they can admit it about Clark and Ollie, why not about Clark and Lex? and why do they have to make it CANON that Clark chose THE WRONG FREAKING GUY?! I wonder if Clark standing up for Lex in his own twisted (and lukewarm) way is a sign that he finally realizes that, if all too late. If he's finally starting to think reconsider his many mistakes... Or maybe the whole Lionel thing is proof that deep inside he never wants to give up on Lex entirely; especially knowing that Lex still wants to do the right thing? Or will Clark even get that, since his idea of right and wrong is still so damned black and white? Don't the writers realize that the traditional concept of Clark/Superman is not only dated but boring, and doesn't fit this Clark, with all he's seen and done? A Clark with shades of gray would be far more interesting and heroic (and he'd get there a lot faster with Lex's assistance, duh!)...not to mention seem a hell of a lot less holier-than-thou and self-blindingly stubborn. one can hope. you know, after all this time i almost fear attributing any deep thought or analysis to Clark, but maybe the stuff Lex said in the Fortress might actually have percolated through that thick skull and set Clarky to thinking for a damn change, instead of his usual strategy. Just run from emergency to emergency; don't think, don't an alyze; and if the emergencies never stop coming, maybe i'll never HAVE to think! this guy is swimming in so much guilt that he can't even face it. it almost makes me care again. Course knowing the one step fwd, two steps back writing of the character, that's likely too much to hope for, but ah well. hope springs eternal. why i still want to believe in Clark is beyond me, except that he is potentially the ONLY vehicle to healing my Lex. If only he'd stop HURTING him first! *takes a moment to beat her head on the wall in agony over bad timing and too young closeted heroes and crap like that* poor Lexi. She had to deal with my angry and frustrated text message over that episode last week. poor dear. i think i scared the people at work, that ep pissed me off so much. this is why i can't watch latter-day SV. meanwhile, in incidental notes from RL, i've learned that being forced into stores on sale days like Black Friday give me minor anxiety attacks. too many loud lemming-like swarms of people breathing my same air while waffling about buying decisions. argh. so...how's everyone doing? Tags: clark, clex, dorkery, fandom, geekness, lex, msr, mulder, scully, smallville, x-files
Currently Living In...: home
Fuzzy or Emo?:  aggravated
Brought To You By:: stuff
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i think this one's very Lex, myself. though i guess it could be Clark too, at some kind of final denoument. sigh. would that it could come sooner. "Leave Out All The Rest"(Linkin Park) I dreamed I was missing. You were so scared, but no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared. After my dreaming, I woke with this fear: what am I leaving when I'm done here? So if you're asking me, I want you to know: When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don't resent me; and when you're feeling empty deep me in your memory, leave out all the rest. Leave out all the rest. Don't be afraid. I've taken my beating. I've shared what I made. I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through. I've never been perfect... but neither have you. So if you're asking me, I want you to know When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don't resent me; and when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest. Leave out all the rest! Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well, pretending someone else can come and save me from myself. I can't be who you are! When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done! Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed! Don't resent me! And when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory! Leave out all the rest! Leave out all the rest! Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well, pretending someone else can come and save me from myself. I can't be who you are! I can't be who you are! (i'm really starting to dig that song. that one and the new Gavin are very CLexy to me right now. Unfortunately the latter refuses to let me download it, so i have to wait till i can youtube it or it comes on the radio. sigh. stuff like this keeps us sane when life goes insane, yeah?) Tags: clex, lyrics
Currently Living In...: home
Fuzzy or Emo?: awake
Brought To You By:: see above.
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i'll post later about my news. hope y'all are doing well! gawd i miss this place seriously, though; have you ppl HEARD this song?! "Love Remains The Same"
(Gavin Rossdale)A thousand times I've seen you standing, gravity like lunar landing. You make me want to run till' I find you. I shut the world away from here. I drift to you, you're all I hear as everything we know fades to black. Half the time the world is ending. Truth is I am done pretending! I...never thought that I ... had anymore to give. You're pushing me so far. Here I am without you! Drink...to all that we have lost, mistakes we have made. Everything will change, but love remains the same. I find a place where we escape, take you with me for the space. The city buzz sounds just like a fridge. I walk the streets through seven bars. I have to find just where you are. The faces seem to blur. They're all the same. Half the time the world is ending. Truth is I am done pretending! I...never thought that I had anymore to give. You're pushing me so far. Here I am without you! Drink...to all that we have lost, mistakes we have made. Everything will change, but love remains the same! So much more to say. So much to be done. Don't you trick me out! We shall overcome! It's all left still to play. We should've had the sun! Could have been inside. Instead we're over here... Half the time the world is ending. Truth is I am done pretending! Too much time, too long defending.
You and I are done pretending! I...never thought that I had anymore to give! You're pushing me so far! Here I am without you! Drink...to all that we have lost! Mistakes we have made! Everything will change! Everything will change! I, oh I, I wish this could last forever! I, oh I, As if we could last forever! Love remains the same. Love remains the same. (how bout THAT one, folks?! GO TO YOUTUBE AND LISTEN TO THIS SONG!!!) Tags: clex, lyrics
Currently Living In...: on the way to work
Fuzzy or Emo?: awake
Brought To You By:: see below
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first, some lyrics for the CLexers...then news on where the hell i've been lately. "Best Of You" (Foo Fighters) ( Read more... )*** In the news portion of this post, i've been contending with a dead/dying car; just one of many time-eaters that's kept me from renewing my love affair with LJ. Dammit. Biking to work takes up more if not all of my sitting on my ass in front of the computer time. I was at wit's end, sure i'd never get a car (no savings, a consequence of having lived on $800/month for about a year and a half)--or at least one that GOES, because you can't get a decent car on $300--and that i'd thus lose this new job i'd spent three years trying to get (because it requires a car with which to chauffer people around)...but people came through. I'm going to fly home to Idaho next weekend and take possession of an ex-car of my family's, because unlike strangers, family will take payments with less money down. Hugs for family!!! saved my arse. and THEN maybe i can get said arse back on here and try to catch up on fic!!! if i didn't have pretty boys having escapades in my head all the time i might go insane. Now i only need the time to type up said escapades, so they can be shared! oh, and note to all my SMF-related friends; i had thought this was yet another roadblock to keep me from coming to Sickle (for a third year...i was starting to believe the Gods didn't want me there or something)...but now that i can get a car and still afford to live, it's on!!! that is, if there's still a place for me. I have till the 11th to pay, technically!!! yay!!! *dying to go to that* curious as hell, too, since i've never been, and people are so mum about it to JAFOs. Understandably so, since it's likely not an experience that can be described; or at least not without ruining it. *excitement and anticipation* hope all is well with all of you! will try to check in someday. i haven't even had the chance to answer people's comments! argh! Tags: clex, life, lyrics, smf/sickle
Currently Living In...: home
Fuzzy or Emo?:  grateful
Brought To You By:: "In Your Eyes", the Senegalese version
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seriously, why did i never think of raiding the old high school alternative music bin before this?! i mean, high school music is about 108% angst, right?! PERFECT CLex material! *smacks self on forehead for being dumb* hehe. Glycerine. is explosive; but only if you drop it too hard or rub it together so it combusts. or add nitro (lies). otherwise, it's just clear and slick and sexy. like lube. GAWD, those boys make me think dirty thoughts about EVERYTHING! "Glycerine"
BushIt must be your skin that I'm sinking in. It must be for real, 'cause now I can feel. And I didn't mind. It's not my kind. It's not my time...to wonder why. Everything's gone white, and everything's grey. Now you're here, now you're away. I don't want this. Remember that. I'll never forget where you're at. Don't let the days go by, glycerine. Glycerine. I'm never alone, I'm alone all the time. Are you at one, or do you lie? We live in a wheel where everyone steals. But when we rise, it's like strawberry fields. I treated you bad. You bruise my face. Couldn't love you more; you got a beautiful taste. Don't let the days go by! Could have been easier on you! I couldn't change, though I wanted to. Should have been easier by three; our old friend fear and you and me. Glycerine. Glycerine. Don't let the days go by, glycerine! Don't let the days go by, glycerine! Oh, glycerine! Glycerine! Glycerine! Glycerine! Bad moon white again... Bad moon white again... as she falls around me... I needed you more when we wanted us less. I could not kiss; just regress. It might just be me, clear simple and plain. That's just fine; that's just one of my names. Don't let the days go by! Could have been easier on you! You, you, you. Glycerine! Glycerine! Glycerine! Glycerine! Tags: clex, lyrics
Currently Living In...: home
Fuzzy or Emo?: awake
Brought To You By:: "He Means Nothing, My Dear" by Matson Jones
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