okay, so i had my usual 'being chased by someone with endless resources' dream again...this time set on some wooded lakeshore filled with widely-spaced cottages and blackberry brambles (aka somewhere between here and Canada, LOL)...and i'm leading the others who are also fleeing (other bits of my consciousness, i assume in these situations; it's never just me but "me and all my people", lol)...and i run into Angus and Tim and (i think?) Karin and a few other warm-fuzzy SMF-related people (maybe five or six people renting the place for a weekend or something, approximately half Canadians and half from this side of the border)...and despite the risk to themselves they selflessly and bravely let me/us into the cottage they're vacationing in... And they're all canning or cooking or something relaxing and homey and totally unsuited to mayhem and thus sort of epitomizing the peace i seek in such dreams but cannot stop long enough to enjoy; and all i/we can hope they'll hide us, y'know, for old time's sake, what with the choppers flying overhead and the cops or whatever whacking down the bush and getting closer and closer, etc...and i know i'm putting my peeps in danger hiding in their place, and breaking in on their vacation and all and i hate to do that...and i dunno if its my conscience kicking in or fear of being trapped or what, but damn if i don't end up having to leave and start running again.

grr. well, maybe it was just the dream's purpose to keep me running? stupid mind.

i hate my bizarre 'being randomly and endlessly chased' dreams. i thought i was over them. i have been chased through Aes Sedai gardens by Elaida; through a shopping mall's back rooms by Imperial Stormtroopers and Grand Moff Tarkin (as Han and Leia, no less); through a ghetto in California by cops/ gangbangers/ rapists/ all of the above... But i never expected to find SMF-related folks, especially CANADIANS, whom i tend to trust in matters of fleeing from misguided (usually all-too-american) authority, to show up in one of them!!! poor folks. always getting dragged into our stupid conflicts, LOL!!!

*hugs them for being awesome*
see, Angus; even mostly-gay girls dream about you! like a port in a storm, hee! *pets Angus and assorted other Canadians and the rest of the SMF-goers*

Tags: dreams
Fuzzy or Emo?: aggravated
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